Monday, March 30, 2015

Just wait for new songs

I started crying
My sex drive has increased
I started eating more
I stopped feeling normally
I have nightmares every day
It's coming back

Saturday, March 21, 2015

nervous breakdown

I had a nervous breakdown.
It was extremely tough.
I got through it.
But now... It's just...
I got back a part of my life.
I rebuilt my friendships.
I got rid out of people who didn't deserve to be in my life.
I don't feel fully recovered.
I need some more energy to get back on track.
Even though I'm much better now.

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Written a year ago... still true

Once you had a heart broken, you'll never love the same way you loved before.
You become prudent and know when to leave.
You don't believe in empty words.
You're just a wreck of who you used to me.


- What are you doing?
- deleting
- what?
- pictures, messages, my past...
- u know u're gonna miss all of them in a few months time?
- yeah, i know, but i can't move on with my past chasing me. Sometimes it's better to miss but go away than stay and keep getting hurt.

See you

Some people need a lot of space
Only for themselves
It doesn't mean that they don't need you
Or don't care about you
It's just who they are 
And all you can do
Is let go
When they want to be alone.


It began when I first saw him
And I really thought that it's gonna last
Different girls, i still can be the only one
Quick flirt, cute moments and it came to an end
he left to his country and i never saw him again
i still had this hope that it's gonna work out
within the next months i lost this idea
but didn't say goodbye
it was too hard when he was telling me
how much he loves me and hopes that it's gonna last

if you love me, come
if you don't, be honest
i've had enough of games
why was i telling that i'm the coach?