Saturday, February 20, 2016

This week I found out about so much bad stuff going on around me that I just feel bad about it.

But the world is exactly the same.
People are exactly the same.
So there is no point in me doing that to myself.
It's normal. I just have PMS.

Monday, March 30, 2015

Just wait for new songs

I started crying
My sex drive has increased
I started eating more
I stopped feeling normally
I have nightmares every day
It's coming back

Saturday, March 21, 2015

nervous breakdown

I had a nervous breakdown.
It was extremely tough.
I got through it.
But now... It's just...
I got back a part of my life.
I rebuilt my friendships.
I got rid out of people who didn't deserve to be in my life.
I don't feel fully recovered.
I need some more energy to get back on track.
Even though I'm much better now.

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Written a year ago... still true

Once you had a heart broken, you'll never love the same way you loved before.
You become prudent and know when to leave.
You don't believe in empty words.
You're just a wreck of who you used to me.


- What are you doing?
- deleting
- what?
- pictures, messages, my past...
- u know u're gonna miss all of them in a few months time?
- yeah, i know, but i can't move on with my past chasing me. Sometimes it's better to miss but go away than stay and keep getting hurt.

See you

Some people need a lot of space
Only for themselves
It doesn't mean that they don't need you
Or don't care about you
It's just who they are 
And all you can do
Is let go
When they want to be alone.